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Thursday, December 31, 2009
December 2009
I crossed the bridge! And I am really happy!
Indeed, this is the season to be happy!
I am happy to have spent time with my family and friends.
I truly enjoyed the Christmas party with my law school batchmates.
I truly enjoyed get-together with Accountancy batchmates.
I truly enjoyed chika galore with my High School friends.
More happy moments for 2009!
All the best
November 2009
Lost ...
Of course, I began this month with anticipation and an eager one at that. I was going to teach and I was indeed excited for it.
However, towards the end of November, my grandmother died. She was 83 years old. She has been weak for more than a year. How I hoped she was still here for the holidays. But GOD has other plans .. maybe my grandmother was already tired and she knew that things will still be okay without her.
I miss her but it was her time. We love you lola and we miss you ;)
October 2009
Honestly, I really had lots of plans after taking the bar exams.
I was planning to read novels. So far, I have only read 1 novel. Aside from that, there's the daily newspaper, Archie comics and magazines.
I was planning to edit videos. However, my laptop has limited capacity and I have not yet bought extended memory.
I was planning to go back to scrap booking. But I figured I need money to have the pictures printed.
I was planning to teach. And it became true .. yehey!
I was planning to go back to Manila to be a bride's maid and to go malling with my friend. It went through as well. Yehey uli!
October was indeed a month of in between things. It was also the month in which the bridge is already upon me but I have not crossed it yet. I was enjoying the experience and fervently praying I would make the right decision.
Just the same, the waiting continues ...
September 2009
I cannot exactly remember what was going through my mind on the first day of the exams. I can't remember if I was nervous to tell you frankly. All I know was I was praying that we'll make it.
I was happy since my dad was around during the first exam. I was happy since we had Ate Lhems so we did not have any problem with going to DLSU. I was happy that I received a number of text messages wishing me all the best.
Political Law. Labor Law (my favorite if I might say so). Civil Law. Taxation Law. Commercial Law (Insomnia was running through my head while answering). Criminal Law.
The day before the 4th Sunday, Ondoy came. During the morning, I was really concerned of those who were going to Manila from Davao, including my mom and brother. I was really worried where they were since Manila was flooded. Later, I was happy that they were ok.
I was not really well that day since I had a headache. And I just said to myself, I might as well just rest rather than pushing myself to study that day. I was taking a nap when I received text messages that the bar exam was postponed.
I do not know what to say. I said I wanted to cry but I can't. It was not a feeling of I want to end the agony because honestly, I did not find myself in agony while reviewing for the bar exams. It was more of frustration of going over the different kind of emotions because of the typhoon and its effects - sadness, worry, frustration, among others.
By the next Saturday, I had a really high fever in the early morning. I was really crying hard by myself because it could not have come at a better time. I prayed fervently that I would be ok by the time Sunday comes. I am so thankful to my Palisades friends - Teen and her aunt, Julius, Dodong Mike and Noche. Thank you so much for your concern and I have no regrets of being with you during my stay in Manila. (naks! speech jud murag nakadawat ug award!)
My mom was concerned as well and she really checked on me Sunday morning. I was quite well and doing ok. I was worried that I would feel cold during the examinations but I was ok .. praise the Lord!
Remedial Law. Legal Ethics.
It was a different last Sunday than the last time I experienced it. Our family and friends already came to Manila the week before and so there were not much people who welcomed us after the last exam. For me, it was like the 2nd sunday or 3rd sunday of the bar exams.
Nevertheless, we were extremely grateful that at last, it was over.
Now, the waiting begins.
August 2009
I was happy with our place and the people I am with in Manila. We were a fun bunch so to speak. Don't get me wrong. We studied and we studied hard. But it does not mean that we were not allowed to enjoy as well. We had fun with our cooking show as well as our hirits (more hirits on their part) every now and then. I love the fact that our place was so accessible (though admittedly not that cheap!).
It amused me that they value my opinion. During review, they asked if we could go to Tutuban. I said I won't but it's ok if they go. They didn't.
They asked if I would want to watch "Up". I said not now but it's ok with me if they watched. They did not watch.
I really like the feeling that there was not much pressure on us. Probably, just enough pressure to keep us going for the bar exams but not too much that would make us panicky.
Everytime I get to see my batchmates around Manila, whether accidentally or intentionally, I get excited in the sense that there's a feeling of familiarity which I guess one needs during the bar exams.
And as promised to my dad, I took some review classes as well in Manila and I think it helped me nevertheless, considering that as I have mentioned, I am a classroom person. And I was happy that we get to have our sessions, not of the drinking kind.
Of course, there were some events that made me realize that the world does not stop even if the bar exams were coming up. Each of us had our own concerns while others had to deal with friends, family, life and even death.
I continue to get support from family and friends and I was so grateful thinking that there are a lot of persons praying for me.
In the end, I was grateful because I know and felt that God was with us every step of the way.
July 2009
We were kidding around that the case he mentioned when he lost consciousness would be asked in the bar exam and guess what? It was indeed asked.
As the review classes ended, I reminisce our food trips at Cecil's, Majid's Kebab, Bulaloan and Jollibee. Hmm, this makes me hungry .. hehe.
June 2009
On the other hand, my sister Jennifer got married. My mom and dad got to attend the wedding. While my brother and I have visas, I decided that it was better if only mom and dad should go and that all of us siblings will be left here at home so that it will be fair to my two other sisters who could not come to the US. Moreover, my brother has classes and I have to review for the bar.
At the end of the month, there were some sad stories and in which I pray will ironed eventually and hopefully soon.
May 2009
Nevertheless, I make time for American Idol. I am such a TV person!
I was able to write this down on my gratitude journal and I share this with you, my dear readers (as if .. hehe);
April 2009
I know that graduation is a momentous event. While I was happy and grateful that I have graduated from law school, I was not that too ecstatic considering that I still had the bar exams to hurdle, the exclamation point to my law school life.
April was also a month of clearing up some things. Indeed, I was happy to be able to express my views. At the same time, it was in April when I said "we'll cross the bridge when we get there .. with no expectations!"
March 2009
I'm on the 3rd month .. let's see if I can finish this before the year ends ;)
But with our exams, our family also got busy with our "lipat-bahay". After around 25 years staying at our home in Ecoland, we now moved to a new home. It was really something new for me, especially with the commuting part. I love our home and its location in Ecoland so I really took time in adjusting with our new place.
Our new home is absolutely fantastic. It has a great view and definitely bigger (modesty aside) than our last home. Honestly, I had my apprehensions living in a big house because there's the probability that people will be more distant and if people will start moving out, it will feel more empty .. I don't know.
For now, I am really ok and I fell truly blessed with our new home. More importantly, knowing that my parents, especially my mom, are happy and proud of our new place makes me really happy!
February 2009
I am doing these entries on a piece-meal basis to ensure that I will be able to finish blog entries and so that my avid readers (yeah right!) will find it easy to read .. hehe ...
I looked forward to watching "You Changed My Life" and I truly enjoyed watching the film. The chemistry on-screen between Sarah and John Lloyd was definitely something that made me giddy. I guess there are just persons in this world, celebrity or otherwise, without any romantic connections that have that kind of chemistry.
Roses! Yup, roses made me giddy this month since I got a number of it from different people. And indeed, I am truly grateful for receiving those, making me giddy and causing butterflies in my stomach.
January 2009
I know. I haven't had any blog entry for the longest time. And so, I am making up for it by reminiscing my 2009. Here goes ...
The last day of the first month. That is definitely the highlight of my January 2009. Why? Well, that happens to be my birthday.
And so, on the 31st of January, I was up and about at 3:30 a.m. preparing sandwiches for our Conflicts, without knowing what lies ahead.
Yup, my dear classmates had a birthday surprise for me - the cake, the balloons, the tarp, the works! I will forever remember the day I celebrated my 28th birthday - definitely a highlight of my 2009.
Of course, we also had our Conflicts of Law (which I am pretty sure I will sorely miss in weeks time!) Knowing (and hoping) that this would be our last Conflicts, I made sure that we had lots of fun and made the most of our time. There were controversies (what's Conflicts without it?) but the important thing was we were able to hurdle it and made our last Conflicts of Law definitely an event to remember!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Jowk Time!
My dad told me that Atty. A brought his dog to their basketball game ...
Daddy: Si Atty. A kay gidala niya iyang iro sa basketbolan ...
Jazzie: Unsang klase dad?
Daddy: Kanang gamay .. kanang wowowee? Kana ganing gamay masulod sa bag ..
Jazzie: Dad! Chihuahua! Hehe
Daddy: O, yun!
Analysis: My dad was not really sure of the breed. So, he just mentioned the closest word he could think of that would sound similar to the breed. And therefore, he applied the principle of idem sonams!
-oOo-
My dad was wearing casual clothes - shirt, shorts and rubber shoes
Bajeck: Wow! Sporty ka lagi dad!
Daddy: Hindi ako sporty. Sixty na ako! :)
Analysis: My dad's response was intentional. Therefore, he is sentenced to be corny and such judgment is final and executory.
-oOo-
My dad was telling me that he had a problem with his laptop
Daddy: Nay problema ganina sa akong computer ug printer ba. Gitawagan nako sila Bajeck and Johanna, pero wala man sila kabalo.
Jazzie: Unya na ok dad?
Daddy: Na ok pud kay naa man koy kliyente na naghulat na kabalo ug computer
Jazzie: Unsa iyang gihimo?
Daddy: Naa man to siyay gipangpindot human gi-shut up niya ang laptop
Analysis: The intentions of my dad are clear. I cannot blame him if he is not familiar of some computer terms. Therefore, he is acquitted.
-oOo-
Until next time!
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Change
My teaching schedule begins at 7:40 a.m. That is from Monday until Friday.
Thus, the major change in my lifestyle.
But the thing is I already sleep at around 11:00 pm (aftr PBB .. hehe). Rather, tI ry to sleep at 11:00 p.m. There were still a few times that I get to sleep at around 1:00 a.m but just the same I have to wake up early.
So, what happens is I get tired in the afternoon. Sometimes, I take a nap. Sometimes, I don't. It really depends on how my day goes by. Sometimes, I am already sleepy but then it goes away with the right activity on hand .. hehe.
I guess that is one of the changes I deal with right now. But it's quite ok because I can handle such sleeping schedules. This is quite "chicken" compared to what I have experienced before .. hehe.
I guess it's quite okay as well to prepare me as I would probably be coming back to the "working world" in time .. hopefully, soon ;)
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
What is ...
excitement
and you're brimming with joy
and possibilities"
Teacher, Teacher
I'm going to teach Accounting subjects this semester.
I am so happy. I am so excited. I am so looking forward as to my first day tomorrow.
Another reasons why I look forward to teaching is because of the school environment.
For the past weeks, I do miss school - teachers, classmates, the whole environment. So, to be back at school would lessen my "miss" sentiments .. hehe
Elaine told me that this is worth blogging. That's why I thought of really blogging this, considering that I haven't really blogged for quite some time. And to think that I have had lots of free time for the past weeks.
Anyway, I am looking forward to tomorrow and looking forward to be a good teacher!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
How Sweet It Is
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I needed the shelter of someone's arms and there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs and there you were
With sweet love and devotion
Deeply touching my emotion
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I close my eyes at night
Wondering where would I be without you in my life
Everything I did was just a bore
Everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before
But you brighten up for me all of my days
With a love so sweet in so many ways
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
You were better for me than I was for myself
For me, there's you and there ain't nobody else
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
It's About Time
I have been back to Davao for 10 days already.
I guess it's about time for me to blog again.
I already did my best, in the way I possibly could, with the Bar Exams.
I keep on praying.
I cannot really say that I am bored for the past few days.
I think that makes me weird.
I do miss law school - the people, the environment and yes, even studying.
I am not sure if that makes me normal or weird.
I know I could have done a lot of productive things since I've been back.
I never got to it.
I did a few errands and followed up possible options.
I planned to read books.
I have only read newspapers and Archie comics.
I planned to go back to scrapbooking again.
I have not started it yet.
I only watched one movie in the big screen once during review.
I have not watched another one since Transformers.
I have watched 2 movies in DVDs.
I have only been to SM once, but only to send pictures to a friend.
I have done little things.
I think I am just taking my time with these.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Inspirational Talk
My brother was asked to give an inspirational talk to the kindergarten students during their Recognition Ceremony. I think this is a new idea - having a younger "speaker" for the younger generation.
Here is his talk. This was a edited a bit by his teacher but I do not have a copy of the final speech. But here goes ..
(President), (Dean), (Guest Speaker), Teachers, Parents and Kindergarten Students, good morning.
Six years ago, I was just like one of these kindergarten students – sitting anxiously, listening to an inspirational talk and definitely looking forward to summer. Well, I am also looking forward to summer at this point.
I was truly honored when I was asked to speak to you, my fellow younger “cute” Philwomenians, on this simple yet special event. I guess it would not be that hard to give a talk since we are all still considered kids, although, I am a bit older than you.
As your “kuya” in this school of ours, I can tell you a number of things to look forward after this ceremony – not just about the coming summer of watching TV, playing video games and going to the beach but about what life has to offer in the next few years.
Let me tell you that life gets more interesting.
You will learn more and is expected to study more. You will meet new people and you will build new friendships.
You will overcome more challenges and you will become better kids.
While there may be changes, the basic things that were taught to us in kinder remains the same.
Follow the line. Learn to share. Elbows off the table. Play fair. Ask questions. Put things back where you found them. Say “po” and “opo”. Do not take things that are not yours. Ask permission. Say sorry when you hurt someone. Wash your hands before you eat. Greet your teachers. Take a nap. Clean up. Study first before watching TV or playing. Give your best. Respect your elders. Pray before you sleep. Help out a friend. Obey your parents.
Do not forget to hone your talents – whether it be singing, dancing, drawing or playing sports.
Do not forget to dream big – whether you want to be a lawyer, an astronaut, a teacher or a doctor.
And do not forget to always look back to thank people who are always there to support you – whether it be your friends, your teachers or your family.
I know that I do not have much experience in life to share with you, since I am just a 12-year old kid. But I sure hope that you did get to enjoy what I have just shared with you because I know it would be of great use to the next chapters of your life, like it did to mine.
I hope that I have inspired you with my small talk. And I hope that even at your age, you will also become inspirations to others, even to older people.
Live life to the fullest. Smile and laugh. And remember to always keep the faith.
Congratulations to all of you for all your achievements.
Thank you and good morning.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
You Changed My Life ...
At last! Nakapanood na talaga ako! Yey!
I watched this with my mom and siblings last Sunday. In fairness, na-insert ko pa sa sunod-sunod na exams .. hehe. Pero ngayon ko lang talaga na-blog kasi busy-busyhan nga .. hehe
Anyway, the movie did not fail to make me laugh.
Admittedly, it was cheesy. And that is not usually my cup of tea! However, I still enjoyed watching the film. Maybe because it was too cheesy that it became more fun to watch.
I really do not know what’s with Star Cinema and the wigs .. haha! Maganda naman buhok ni Sarah. Hindi ko magets bakit kelangan mag-wig .. pang-change image?
And I don’t really get it why their phones are not in silent mode tapos mag-sorry sa mga ka-meeting once may message or nagriring ang phone. Ah, tama .. para marining ng viewers and “Bebe ko!” haha
Anyhow, these are the favorite scenes as far as I can remember:
1. Power hug + power kiss = Chug! Chug! Chug! (the best!)
2. I’m not jealous. I can’t be jealous. I’ve never been jealous. NGAYON LANG!
(sabay imagine sa facial expression ni John Lloyd!)
3. Dance Showdown between Rayver and John Lloyd (yez!)
4. Ang haba ng hair ni Laida (hilarious officemates) along with the other hirits of Gio, Joross and the rest of the gang (lingaw!)
5. May ginagawa pa (o nga naman .. nag-solitaire pa si Rayver .. hehe)
6. John Lloyd singing Kailan (yihee!)
7. Seeing Mikee Cojuangco on-screen (still refreshing!)
8. John Lloyd doing the sundance with the shades and get-up (sakspan sa kuya!)
9. John Lloyd crying with his father at the bench (effective actor talaga!)
10.Outtakes! I love the scene na nagulat yung nag-open sa door kasi nag-good morning si Sarah .. (haha!)
O di ba! Nag-research talaga ako ng pics .. hehe .. Pictures are taken from starcinema.multiply.com
Yun lang!