Nasaan na ang Narnia?

Nasan na nga ba ang Narnia?

One of my goals last Christmas vacation was to read The Chronicles of Narnia. Unfortunately, I could not find copies of it that time. Around early February this year, it was available. But I didn't think of buying it since I would not have enough time to read it yet. And so, it was that such Christmas goal became a Summer Vacation goal.

Unfortunately, again, The Chronicles of Narnia is out of stock again. Why, oh, why? Just when I was all set to read it.

That's the irony in life, I guess. Just when you are looking for something, you could not find it. But when you are not on the look-out, it stares you right in the face. What a life!

Another thing ... I can't help but point out that if I were in Manila, I would already have The Chronicles of Narnia in my hand. I am pretty sure it is readily available with all the bookstores there. Back here in Davao, I have to settle for National Book Store. But I am ok. I have learned that here in Davao, choices would be limited compared to out there. But then again, I get to spend less compared to out there .. hehehe :)

Oh well, I have to settle in reading (again) Catcher in the Rye ... it's worth reading again:)

Just in case you're wondering, I haven't watched the movie, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe.

Narnia is playing hard to get :)

A Purpose Driven Life - Delayed Reaction Part III

I read the book purposely during the Lenten Season. It was a great read :) It was as I expected. Not that my life or my perception about life really changed after reading it. It just sort of reinforced of what I have truly believed in.

Back when I worked in Australia, I have heard how great this book is. I looked for it but had difficulty in finding one. I saw a teenager reading it in a coffee shop. I saw another nice lady who also held it in a tram. She was with her significant other. Then, there was another man who seated right infront of them. I think he was from New Zealand. The man was definitely not from the city, if you get what I mean. They were behind me and so I just listened to their conversation. The New Zealand guy initiated the conversation. The couple was nice to him, even though he was a complete stranger. Then the New Zealand guy noticed the book and mentioned that he heard of that book and asked if it was nice. The lady said yes and asked the New Zealand guy if he had read it. The New Zealand guy said no but that he would love to. And that nice lady just gave to book to him, with all smiles. That was really nice :)

Anyway, here are my favorite lines from the book:

We worry when God seems silent on specific issues such as "What career should I choose?" The truth is, there are many different careers that could be in God's will for your life. What God cares about most is that whatever you do, you do in a Christlike manner. God is far more interested in what you are than in what you do. We are human beings, not human doings (This hit me - bull's eye! I can totally relate to this statement)

Your capacity to remember is a God-given gift. You may think you have a poor memory. But the truth is, you have millions of ideas, truths, facts and figures memorized. You remember what is important to you. (I have always believed in this. We choose what we memorize. Or sometimes, there are other factors we have to take note of such as time and interest.)

If you know how to worry, you already know how to meditate. Worry is focused thinking on something negative. Meditation is doing the same thing, only focusing on God’s word instead of your problem. (I do have this capacity. I worry - a lot- but I usually keep it to myself. Most of the times, people around me don't notice it. Thatss where my optimism comes in.)

God is never in a hurry, but He is always on time. Great souls are grown through struggles and seasons of suffering. Be patient with the process.

People rarely excel at tasks they don't enjoy doing or feel passionate about. (I agree. But sometimes, we only get to realize that we are passionate about something once we get to experience it. Although, there may passions that are short-lived. You enjoy doing it for some time and then, you feel you have to move on.)

When you are doing what you love to do, no one has to motivate you or challenge you or check up on you. You do it for the sheer enjoyment. You don't need rewards or applause or payment, because you love serving in this way. (Blessed are the few who get to enjoy this.)

Don't waste your life in a job that doesn't express your heart. Remember, the greatest things in life are not things. Meaning is far more important than money.

Do your own work well, and then you will have something to be proud of. But don't compare yourself with others. There are two reasons why you should never compare your shape, ministry, or the results of your ministry with anyone else. First, you will always be able to find someone who seems to be doing a better job than you and you will become discouraged. Or you will always be able to find someone who doesn't seem as effective as you and you will get full of pride. (I have always believed in this)

When God's at the center of your life, you worship. When he's not, you worry. (Correct!)

Holy Week - Delayed Reaction Part II

It's been over a week since Easter Sunday. But I can't help to share my thoughts on the Lenten Season.

It has been four years of not having spent the Holy Week here in Davao. And I sure did look forward to it.

After 25 years, I had just realized that Ash Wednesday to Easter Sunday is NOT 40 days. I am not sure why I was not aware of it all those years. I guess I just presumed. It was easy to count the Lenten season this year because Ash Wednesday fell on March 1. So I just presumed that Easter Sunday fell on April 9. I was wrong. The 40 day count ends on April 9, Palm Sunday. Oh, well.

More than the prayers, I also read A Purpose Drive Life, a 40-day read. It added to my realization that the 40th day of the Lenten Season is Palm Sunday.

For 43 days, I did not drink Coke. It was a little sacrifice. I know I'm a big Coke fan. I can drink a litre of Coke in one sitting. I can even say na if makapatay ang coke, malamang patay na ako .. hehe .. no kidding! Although, I admit that I drank Pepsi once and drank Sprite/7-up 5 times. But that’s about it. But I fought temptation really hard.

But the thing that struck me most is the less conservative approach to the recent Lenten season.

While I attended the Ash Wednesday Mass, the priest said that for Catholics, fasting is to be practiced on Ash Wednesday and Good Friday. What? No more fasting on all Fridays on Lent. It seemed to be that way as it was also posted. A more liberal approach I guess.

Next one I noticed was the shows on TV. They were going to show movies, not necessarily religious, during Maundy Thursday, Good Fridays and Black Saturday. This is on free TV, not cable TV. Survivor was even shown on Studio 23. TV during these days is more than the movies on HBO and the 7th Heaven Marathon.

As to Bisita Iglesia, I guess we made it right after a number of years on doing it first on Black Saturday then on Good Friday a few years back. It should be on Maundy Thursdays pala.

On Good Friday, we did the Stations of the Cross at Shrine. I used to think a few years back na medyo commercialized na. Mas lalo na ngayon. Vendors were all over.

I didn't go to the mall on Black Saturday. But I heard that it was full. D' Lucky Ones even opened this day, but I did not watch it though (not yet .. hehe).

All in all, there were changes. Changing times indeed! But I do hope that more than what I saw and experienced on my environment, I guess what is important is that change for the better for the inside :)

Swimming Beach - Delayed Reaction Part 1

This is the first in a series of Delayed Reactions. I was supposed to blog these events days before but I never got to it until now. So here it is ...

Tayo na sa beach ... tayo na't mag-swimming

Parokya ni Edgar's Swimming Beach was swimming in my head for weeks after our class planned to have beach party. I was really excited ... as in! Although, a week before the beach party, I decided to lower my expectation ... mahirap na pag masyadong mataas ang expectation ... baka hindi ma-reach ... hehe

Tayo na nga ... sino pa ba ang hinihintay natin dito ... naiinip na ako

We were to meet at Street Cafe, 7:30 a.m. I got there a little after 8:00 a.m. I am late, guilty as charged. My excuse? No taxi available ... no kidding. But I was not the latest ... hehe.

Time to relax ... time to go slow

It was really a time to relax. Isla Reta was an hour's trip from Sta. Ana Pier. But it was ok since we just talked on and on. Nag-reminisce kumbaga sa kabuangan namin for the past 10 months in law school.

And so, we got to Isla Reta! Ah, the water was clear. Yippee! And no low tide na as in low tide. But of course, we have to prepare our food. The mountaineering guys prepared fire while I helped out in preparing the barbecue. We then had our sumptuous meal na super makabusog sa kadami. Then some went swimming. Afterwards, we played 1-2-3 pass. I think ako pinakamaraming lipstick sa face ... hehe ... luoy :) And then, we went swimming.

Unfortunately, 4 of the girls have to leave since they were not going to spend the night on Isla Reta. So only 11 of us were left ... but we had fun pa rin.

Pagsapit ng dilim, lumalamig na ang hangin ... Sindihan mo na ang bonfire natin

We had our concert. With guitar in hand, we sang to our heart's content. Sayang, walang producer na nakarinig sa amin. Baka inofferan na kami ng contract (joke!). But I really had fun singing with guitar ... mala-MYMP ... hehe.

We had our bonfire. Binaba lang namin iyong grill kasi hindi pwede magbonfire sa sand kasi mangitim daw. Pero in fairness, bonfire pa rin.

I think most of them were tired as they slept early. There were 4 of us who slept at around 3:00 am na.

Maupo ka na lang at panoorin ang mundo

Ah yes! Just before 5 a.m., we were awake and just basically look at the world. There was the sea, the mountain and the fishermen and then, us.

Muntik na kaming maiwan. We were waiting for the boat at the wrong dock. Doon pa pala sa kabila. Good thing we made it on time :) So at around 6:30 a.m., we left Isla Reta.

Kalingaw mag-beach oi! I had fun ... no kidding! I hope my classmates had fun as well! Until the next gimik!

Jazzed Up

Need I say more?

This blog really did get jazzed up by no other than the princess of disguise (thanks jud kaayo ma! As in ... truly appreciate it ... I'll make bawi when we see each other ... hopefully soon!) What's really nice is that I just told the princess of disguise what I want generally, nothing specific ... and I liked it! She really read my mind!

The new look sort of reflects me ... childlike (in fairness, hindi childish). cartoonish (toynk ang dating) ... hehe ... hope you guys like it as well (if hindi, buot-buot, blog ko to ... joke!)

I think it's nice to get a new look every now and then ... just to awaken the senses kumbaga!

So, jazz it up!

**Raymart and Claudine's wedding is on TV right now .. hahai .. mukhang ang sarap ng food .. I'm hungry right now .. hehe

An Accident

Last Friday, my 4 classmates and I decided to have dinner at Jo's Inato in Quirino after studying for a number of hours in the library.

Our discussion ranged from kikiks to love life. When we were almost finished, we heard something like a slam! Then, there was a shout somewhere.

I was the last one who got up from the table. My classmate, Rex, quickly went down before I could see the whole scene.

There it was, a multi-cab which turned over. A number of guys were trying to lift it up. Somebody got out of the multi-cab. The guys were able to lift it. The driver came out apparently with injuries. Just beside the multi-cab was a lifeless woman. All I could do was look and pray, hoping that the girl was alright.

I was thinking why not one vehicle stopped to help out. They just passed by. There were a couple of people hovering around the victim. I was hoping that they were assessing the situation if they could really move the body without adding more injury. Good thing that a mobile patrol came along. Someone carried the body and off they went.

Looking at the situation, I was guessing that the driver moved fast. I heard that the multi-cab ran over the girl.

My classmate came back. He helped out in lifting the multi-cab. He called 911. I do hope that he was not the only one who called 911.

I do not know what happened to the girl. I did not see it in the news the next day. I do hope that she is doing fine wherever she is. I do pray for her family and friends. I also pray for the driver, reckless as he might be. I do pray for the other who helped and those who were given the opportunity to help.

The accident made me think over some stuff.

1. I am grateful that we have 911, of which the call is free of charge (walang bawas sa load ng classmate ko).

2. I am thinking of buying a new battery for 3210. I could not make nor receive calls because the battery is defective. With a new battery, my phone would have a better purpose.

3. I am hoping that I could think faster and wiser in times like that.

4. I am thinking of the skills I have which could save a life.

5. I am wishing that I could be a super hero.

Rent

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes...

Sounds familiar? Well, it's from the song Seasons of Love from the Broadway Musical Rent.

No, I haven't watched Rent the Movie nor the Broadyway Musical. But I would love to.

No, I don't have a clear idea what the story is all about.

I do know that someone gets inflicted with AIDS in Rent. And I think that Rent tells the stories of different artists in New York... I think.

I do know that I want to watch it, be it in Broadway or in a movie.

I do know that I love the song Seasons of Love (which I first heard when ABS-CBN Talent Center had their anniversary and their talents sang it... which includes Claudine Barretto, Rico Yan, Luis Alandy among others... hehe... astang ka-jologs ko na lang jud!)

I do agree with what Rent tells us...

Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road. No other way. No day but today.

Life's Rules

Life's Rules: Assume nothing. Expect little. Do More. Smile Often. Dream big. Laugh a lot. Pray always and once in a while... cry, but continue living!

I got this text message a few weeks back and it has quite struck me. Nice siya di ba?

Assume nothing. I can't say I don't assume because I really do, so sue me... hehe! I think it's about judging others. Honestly, I can't help that there will always be preconceived notions. But I guess what is important is that we must always me open-minded. It's not really about assuming nothing. It might be better if we assume that there is a whole lot of possibilities out there. We can assume that things could really go either way. Let's just always hope for the best but expect for the worst.

Expect little. I think connected ito sa assume nothing. And the hope for the best but expect for the worst statement can truly apply here. It's really good if we manage our expectations. Most heartaches are those that come from expecting too much. I am not saying that we should not hope. Hope will always be there. We just have to manage it.

Do More. Go the distance sabi nga sa Hercules! Do more than what is expected of you. As long as you believe that you have the capacity to do it, do it and give it with your best shot! I'm pretty sure that you wouldn't regret doing the extra mile because it would truly me worth the while!

Smile Often. A smile is like a ripple... believe me! Just as much a frown can bring a person down, a simple smile can uplift spirits. A smile can lighten up a room. Just observe and you'll see the domino effect. Sabi nga ni Sam, "Oh, why don't you smile my only star... shine on baby!"

Dream Big. Of course, to dream is free and you might as well dream big! Most people who succeed in life are those who dream big because they work harder to achieve such dreams. And even if you don't really reach your biggest dream, you'll still get to realize a big dream kahit papano di ba?

Laugh a lot. Laughter is truly the best medicine! As in! It's one great exercise. I always make sure that my sense of humor is always intact. There's nothing better than a good 'ol hearty laugh. Just like a smile, a laugh transcends into others as well. As long as you don't laugh at others!

Pray always. Of course! There's so much to thank for in this life that we live. Keep that constant conversation with God. In everything you do, say a small prayer. Pray not just to ask for something but to thank for something as well. There are a lot of things that we should be grateful for. Never take life for granted.

Cry. I don't usually stop others from crying because I really believe it cleanses the soul. I do feel that anyone who cries feels lighter after crying. I believe that there are a number of people out there that have not seen me cry. But I have, believe me I have … especially when I am away from my family.

Continue Living. After crying, continue to live for there is much more to experience in life. There are a lot of people to connect with, to listen to, to share stories with. There are a lot of experiences to cherish and moments to treasure. Live life to the fullest!

Have a great life!

Hollywood

It's been over a week since my last week. And so I really felt that this blog is truly due and demandable (murag true na law student!)

Anyhow, so much have happened over the past few week. I'm quite a lost on where to begin … not really … hehe!

Yesterday was the Academy Award's Day! I saw bits and pieces of the show and got the updates over the web. I'm happy with the win of George Clooney, Reese Witherspoon and Crash.

George (feeling close) is not really one of my favorites. But he sort of grew into me. He was part of E.R, one of my all time favorite shows. I felt sad when he left and made movies (From Dusk Till Dawn and Batman and Robin). I didn't even get it why he got to be the sexiest man alive in 1997! But then he made a special appearance in E.R. Then, came Ocean's 11 and 12. And there he was all over television making political statements! I think he is really nice.

As to Reese, I haven't watched Walk the Line though, but I know that she is a great actress. The thing is, she does not really have that Miss Universe look, but she seems to be endearing. And I like the characters she plays on screen... she can be quirky in one then be serious in another. And as I am a fan of couples, celebrities or otherwise, I was happy that she and Ryan are still together after all this rumors.

Crash! Of course, amongst the nominees for best films, this was the only film I got to watch. And deep in me, I wanted it to win because I really liked the film. I'm happy it won because it touched me (char lang!) I am not taking anything away from Brokeback Mountain because I do believe it’s one great film, although I haven't watched it yet. I guess it’s just the thought that Crash has such a great ensemble. While I was watching it, I don't think anybody upstaged anybody and for me, that was pretty nice.

I just have to mention that I got so thrilled to see Keanu Reeves at the Oscars! He came with Sandra Bullock. I know! Sandra is already married. And I guess what's nice is that after all these years, after Speed, these two people whom I truly admire are still friends! And of course, they do have an upcoming move, The Lake House ... I'm so excited!

And before I have to go, I just have to say that Lost still rocks! I got to watch the premiere of Season last night. I so love this series!

One more thing, it was quite sad that one of my favorites in the American Idol, David, got booted last week. He is one cute guy and he is a true crooner. I just love it when guys try to sing The Way You Look Tonight, just like he did! But then, he didn't get enough votes.

Oh well! That's Hollywood!

Studio 23 .. Kabarkada Ko!

I know. As a Filipino citizen, it would probably be more appropriate if I post a blog about my thoughts on the recent happenings of our country. So much is going on and so much is being said. I do have my own opinions and a blog may not be enough. Maybe next time. Definitely not today.

That being said, let me tell you about my Saturday night with Studio 23.

Jessica, my sister, won a barkada gimik courtesy of Studio 23. I was really excited when I got the news that someone from Studio 23 called her up. I was in the library and I was really giddy. My classmates saw the excitement in me.

You couldn't blame me! I was the one who encouraged my sister to join. When I saw the ad, I asked her how many from her barkada celebrated their birthdays recently. She said quite a number. It just so happened that a few weeks after, my classmate had a hand-out about the contest. So that same night, I handed it to my sister and she quickly sent an e-mail on the eve of February 13.

And so she won! The party was good for 20 people. Dinner was at Pacific Harbor and the party continued at Liquid. My mom, dad, Johanna, Jeremy, Jessica and I were at Pacific Harbor a little before 7. There was a huge Studio 23 cake. Tita Dawn, Nico and Tita Grace came. The rest of the gang were Jessica's barkada.

And so they came! Studio 23 VJs Beau, Juddha and Ayanna were present. And so was Patty of Breakfast and Vincent of Wazzup, Wazzup! I must say that Juddha is hottah hottah jud! All of them were super bait! They were all game for the picture taking. Beau and Juddha were the one who really reached out. Juddha talked with my mom and dad (daddy nga tawag ni Juddha sa daddy ko!) My sister had a great chat with Juddha as well. We got to talk with Beau, who wants to spread the word on his segment Beau Knows on Sports TV every Saturday on where else, Studio 23.

Anyhow, after dinner, we trooped to Liquid. It was still quite early so there weren't much people around. By brother, Jeremy, was allowed to go inside, considering that my mom and dad went with us. After a while, my dad and brother left. Soon, Tita Dawn, Tita Grace and Nico also left. We left at around 1:00 a.m. It was my first time at Liquid. At around 12:00 mn, it was really crowded. I did see a lot of familiar faces though. It's a small world after all.

Anyhow, it was one great Saturday! I got to hang-out with some celebrities, most especially Juddha. I just have to say that Juddha rocks. He was really nice. And really good looking. He is the most guwapo out of all the local male celebrities I have seen in person, as far as I can remember. Take note, I have seen the Hunks in person. Maybe I just had higher expectations as to other celebrities that when I saw them in person, it was just an OK moment. As to Juddha, I knew he was good looking. But I guessed I managed my expectations well since it turned out that he was really better looking as I imagined him to be. And he is a bit tall than I expected. Aside from Juddha and the rest of the celebrities, we had some free stuff as well – dinner, shirts, post-its and entrance to Liquid. It was really a nice experience.

Just in case you're wondering, just like my classmates, on why I didn't join, well, I have more than 20 people to invite. I'm pretty sure it would be a difficult task on deciding who to invite (char lang!). Ewan ko! I just felt that it would be something for my sister, Jessica.

Something to look forward this week is the "coverage" of the gimik. So try to stay tune to Studio 23 and maybe you'll see me... hehe. Wazzup, Wazzup also interviewed my sister and her friends (yes, they did the wazzup, wazzup gesture!) So watch out for it!

Thanks to Studio 23! Studio 23 rocks! I am already a fan of Studio 23 before... more so after the Barkada Gimik!

My Weekend

My Weekend

Here are my Top 5 Reasons why my recent weekend was a blast:

1. Timezone-- My classmates and I had a blast at Timezone. Law students as we are, we played to our hearts' delight. We even did the Dance Revo thing, in addition to Daytona, Time Crisis, Hockey and Basketball. Speaking of basketball, I outscored my 2 other guy classmates twice. Our reactions were hilarious! We actually had some crowd!

2. Bowlz Eye-- Sounds corny? I agree. But this was the name of the Dart Corner at NCCC. We played in teams. I lost twice but it was pretty much a close fight. I think I am getting gooder in this sport.

3. Survivor-- I am not sure which team I am rooting for. But I was thrilled with the games they played this week. I liked the slingshot catch game. The other challenge was really physical as they had to scramble for a pillow and get it back to their base. Basta it was fun!

4. Family time-- It is always great to spend time with the family. We went to church and bought some grocery at the NCCC Mall (Hmmm... this seems like an NCCC week for me). It was also nice to watch the Viloria vs. Aguirre match with the rest of the family as well eating kinilaw with them. And of course, we're sort of excited since this coming Saturday, Studio 23 will sponsor a gimik for my sister, Jessica. She won the Barkada Gimik due to my insistence... hehe.

5. Jan, Aning and Che-- It was so cool since I got to talk with Aning and Che. After an interesting text message, I decided to call them since we subscribed to the P 10 unlimited PLDT to Smart promo. And to cap off my weekend, I checked my e-mail and I got an e-mail from Jan! It's nice to keep in touch!

Until the next weekend!

Fun with Family and Friends

I am not sure if it is obvious from the title that I watched Fun with Dick and Jane over the weekend because I did.

The movie was fun. After our make-up class last Saturday, I was planning to spend the rest of the afternoon in the library (please don't laugh) while waiting for the time to fetch my mom at the airport. Anyhow, since my classmates were planning to watch it, I switched gears thinking it would be fun.

And it was! It was indeed a Jim Carrey flick. I remember how I laughed while watching Bruce Almighty (it was funny but touching). Fun with Dick and Jane was indeed fun (although I liked Bruce Almighty better). My favorite part was the I believe I can fly solo! We had to watch the first few parts again because one of our classmates missed it. And of course, I laughed again! And what I liked more about this movie was that it has some sort of relevance--with reference to Enron and Arthur Andersen. Hmmm... I am not sure what were the reactions of the powers that be of those former companies.

It was fun watching it a group. And it was the first time in a long time for me to watch a movie for two weeks consecutively, which was a Friday night ritual when I was still working. Just last week, I watched Zathura with my sister, Jessica and my brother, Jeremy. It was fun as well!

Speaking of family, it's fun that my mom is back again after 3 weeks of her being in Manila. Back to normal, a happy normal that is! After attending mass this morning, we ate at Buffet Palace... woohoo! I was really full! I don't know but I was craving for days to eat sumptuous food, with Buffet Palace as one of my options. And we just did and it was just fun.

So my weekend wasn't just having fun with Dick and Jane. It was also fun with family and friends! No kidding!

Auditions

I am currently watching American Idol. It made me think... would I audition for American Idol?

Well, I guess I could. I really think I could, just listening to a number of those who auditioned.

Don't get me wrong because I don't have a great voice. If it is good, maybe good enough for karaoke. Hmmm... it would be a dream to hear Simon Cowell's voice "good for karaoke, not for American Idol". In case I do get to audition and they asked why I auditioned, I would answer "because I love to sing!" And I will just truly sing. Nope, I wouldn't even dream of saying I want to be the next American Idol. I would even say "No to Hollywood" to me. Honest! I just want to get the feel of an audition, along with thousands of wannabes, waiting for 12 hours (huwaat!). I am not even sure which is worse, the one who auditions or the one who screens. Wait a minute! I guess it's easier to be a judge since a judge gets to be paid being frank. Listening to out-of-tuners is part of the deal.

So, I may not be an American Idol type (with Pinoy Ako background). But then I haven't really dreamt of being one.

But have I auditioned for a part before? Yup, way back in sixth grade! I can't remember everything but I was pretty sure that I mimicked a Palmolive commercial of Lea Salonga. And I got a major role in the school play. I guess that role paved the way for me to play a part in a the Sound of Music shortened play in first year high school, which means I didn't audition for that role (hehehe). And yes, I sang live in that musical (although, there parts that I had some back-up when I had to belt-out 'goodbye' in the So Long, Farewell number)

That's about the real life auditions I did although I do admit that I have had thoughts of auditioning for theatre. But those were just thoughts because I don't think I have really what it takes to really make it all the way. And don't worry, because I am contented with my thoughts. And who knows what the future holds? I am just 25... just 25!

Being 25

I have been living the life of a 25-year old for a week now.

How does it feel? No big difference. Of course, that's how I feel and does not necessarily reflect any other one-week-old 25-year olds out there.

I was just happy on my birthday (indeed, a happy birthday!) Appreciated all the greetings I received, as in! From the bottom of my heart ;) To cap off a simple yet great day, I had dinner with my classmates... woohoo!

Anyhow, I cannot actually say that much of how it is being 25. Hello, one week pa lang lagi ako 25. But for now, I can say that I am in my quarter-life with not much crisis (pwera buyag!)

I am just thankful because I know I am blessed (pwera buyag ulit!).

Conflict of Laws - Top 5

At last! Conflict of Laws is over and done with.

The past three days was quite a blast, with a whirlwind of rollercoaster emotions.

What did I do? Pretty much of the time was spent practicing for a dance showcase (what dance?). Some time was spent handling my emotions, deciding whether to continue to participate to dance or whether to confront people. I don't want to get angry with others, even though I know we were side-lined. The dance was completed on the day of competition. Just think of how we were able to handle that and still come up with a complete dance!

Aside from that, I also got to cheer other first year students. I gave full support to my dearest classmates. I am proud of them and always make sure that they know that fact.

I got to participate in the Fun Run at 4:30 a.m. We placed last in the Legal Pictionary. But it was fun. For sure, if there was an award for best comedic performance, we surely could have bagged that one.

So here are my Top 5 Great Moments in the Conflict of Laws 2006:

1. Dance Showcase --I got to participate in the Dance Showcase where we placed 3rd. We danced to the tune of Hung Up by Madonna and Bebot of Black Eyed Peas.

2. Legal Pictionary--I think I am better with Charades... hehe. But we were OK because it was fun. We made other people laugh!

3. Emotions--It was a whirlwind of emotions. There's frustration, nervousness, excitement and maybe anger. That's life!

4. Cheers--It is fun to be at the sideline and just cheer for your bet and just having faith that they will make it.

5. Friends--This is the best thing that has happened! I have widened my social circle and I am happy with the new people I have met. So just in case if I became a celebrity, I think I could have probably a solid fan base!

Until next year!

Bull's Eye

I could have made a New Year's Resolution of which I would resolve to learn something new each day. But I did not. That is because I don't make New Year's Resolutions.

Anyhow, I figured out yesterday that even without making such resolution, I do learn something new each day. Why not? I am a student, a law student at that. But what could probably interest you more is that I learned something new today, outside the realm of being a student.

Bull's Eye! Yup! I learned how to play dart. I made three Bull's Eye throws in dart yesterday afternoon. Although, I couldn’t remember exactly how many throws I really made. So, I don't have any idea of my percentage. But I was quite proud of myself.

I thought I could try out for darts for our Conflict of Law (intramurals in other words). I thought, why not. I could give a shot. I tried playing dart when I was in grade school and high school. But not in a competition. Just playing for the heck of it. I figured why not. My sister placed first in high school in darts while my brother placed second in his grade level. We don't play dart at home. They just tried their luck. And so did I, wondering if it runs in the blood.

Maybe it does!

Maybe it does not! I didn't make it though. But I had fun and it was not really my intention to represent the first year students. It was just nice to feel that I can play this game and I have a knack for it. I learned how to play dart--killers or 501. We played killers. It took us some time before one was eventually held as a winner.

I learned something new today, and for that I am grateful. I learned how to play a game. I felt like a winner .. although maybe not yet at the level of how Pacquiao feels when he won his match against Morales ;)

A Happy New Year

I know. I'm a bit late. 3 days to be exact. But what the heck! Happy New Year!

The holiday season happened so fast... again! I sure had quite some fun having spent time with classmates--high school, college and law school. Sure, our family was not able to exchange gifts with one another on Christmas Eve, nor on Christmas Day. Christmas Day was spent attending mass and eating a simple meal at Port Café enjoying each others company.

Aside from all the holiday stuff, it was kind of nice to have my cousin AJ from San Diego. He is a 15-month old kid who is truly a charming boy. Such age is fun to be with for there are so many stuff you could teach him to imitate. I miss him already since they already left Davao yesterday.

Of course, AJ, with his mom and dad, didn't leave us just like that. For last New Year's Eve, we have had a nice get-together right here in our home. My sisters, brother and I prepared some food for the celebration. And we were all geared-up with our aprons and bandannas, of which my mom couldn't help but wonder kung ano nakain namin bakit ganun kami kung magluto. Hmmm... it must be the New Year air!

At around 7 pm, relatives from my mother side arrived. We decided to be all in red, and we looked good! Of course, we have had lots of food to eat (I have to mention we had lechon de leche... yummy!)

When we decided to have party, I came up with the idea to have a mini-program. I figured it would be fun. My sisters and I didn't have any idea what to present. I kidded them na we would present a Rejoice commercial (straight na natural). But they thought it was silly... hehe. Just after eating, we decided to be Orange and Lemons (make that Red and Lemons since we were in red). Yup! We were in shades--JJ on keyboard, Johanna on drums (with barbecue sticks and cover sa pans), Jessica and me on guitars (actually racquet). We had our cousin AJ and another cousin Kamille, who is 2 years old, dance to the tune of , what else, but Pinoy Ako! We were a fun bunch! I'm pretty sure my lola, our parents, our uncles and aunties were proud of us... hehehe!

After our production number, we had some gift-giving. I got a book from my brother Jeremy and a bandanna and Pinoy Ako CD from my sisters Jessica and Johanna.

See! It was indeed a Happy New Year!

The Year That Was

It's over... the year 2005 that is! And what better way to welcome the new year than to reminisce on the year that was. Emote ba? Actually, nakikiuso lang ako noh! Kasi naman it's the same every year end. TV programs and newspapers are abound with their top 10 things or year-ender reports. Alangan magpahuli ako... hehe!

Anyhow, 2005 was pretty much a good year for me. It was sort of a transition year so to speak. And so here are my TOP 10 Highlights for 2005 :

1. Resignation--I resigned from work after working for 3 years. I resigned last February 11, the same date back in 2002 where I officially became employed. I do not have any regrets working for more than the experience and the opportunity to earn, I met amazing people. I think it was just time for me to experience another adventure and meet another set of amazing people.

2. Kalaag--This my new set of friends composed of different people bonded with one goal--to laag. I am blessed that Maia introduced Jan and I to Stan, Kenny, Sharon, Joy, Ina, Julie (we miss her). From that Dampa to Libis to Tagaytay to Taal to Metrowalk to Pagsanjan to Subic to Greenbelt, it was sure fun to be with them. I told Maia that Kalaag was one of those things that you don't wish for, but when it happens to you, it's like WOW!

3. Baguio--I took my time after I resigned. And so I spent 2 weeks in Baguio with my aunt, uncle and cousin. I didn't have any problem with the weather. I had a pretty great time with my cousin Kisay, whom I miss so much. Aside from that, I get to help out in the carinderia. Just as I was about to call myself hawd in the world of carinderia, I have had to leave Baguio.

4. China--When my mom mentioned that she and her friend were going to China, I decided to come with them at my own expense. It was fun being back in Hong Kong. But it was more fun as I discovered Macau, Beijing and Shanghai. The highlight? The Great Wall of China. That was pretty cool for me since it was just part of my History subject before. And now, I have seen it! I have climbed a part of it! Aside from that, there was also the Tiananmen Square and the Forbidden City.

5. USA--I could pretty much say that I traveled the most this year. And so it was in May, that our family had our Amazing Trip in the US, covering San Francisco, Chicago, South Bend, Las Vegas, San Diego and LA. It was pretty cool having my sister, Jennifer, driving the car, while I do the navigation. More than the places we have visited, I guess it was the family time that I treasure the most. Of course, it was also pretty cool to visit friends and relatives back there.

6. Law School--This is what makes it a transition year for me. I decided to resign from work as I have chosen to pursue further studies in law school. I had some doubts taking the entrance exam as I didn't have any confidence that my mind was that sharp. Anyhow, I made it to law school and I’m into my first year second semester. I remembered that on the first day orientation at the mini-auditorium, I didn't know anyone among the freshmen. I think it was pretty cool that I had former classmates or schoolmates, belonging to the upper class, who talked with me while waiting. Sure, law school is pretty hard with all the readings and recitations. But I sort of expected to be that hard so I can say that I am still okay.

7. Sanchez Roman – This is my section. And I do believe that I am blessed with them (so far … hehe). I never thought that I would create this kind of bond, considering the age gap (3 years lang naman noh!), with them. I don’t think that we are the same birds that flock together, we just flock together even though we are different. I never imagined that I would have these kind of classmates in law school – playing badminton, studying inside the library, eating at the food court, watching a movie. The first-semester dinner we had was fun. And so was our Christmas dinner at Shakey’s and our concert at Club Med. The timing of my transition was indeed just right.

8. 75W – This was my grade in my Persons subject, the closest I got in failing a subject. Don’t get me wrong because I have had my share in 70+ grades in undergrad (77 in Government Accounting). And so, I still feel blessed even with this 75W grade (W is for warning, so I was really on the brink of failing). And with that, I am thankful for the grades in my other subject since they were 80+. My highest was 92 in Christian Ethics (yes, we still have this subject in Law School). This 75W does not mean that I am on the brink of failure. It just means that I could survive in the Law School jungle.

9. Weddings – I have never attended this much wedding in a year as much as I did this year. Actually, I just attended 3 weddings – June 28, October 1 and November 8. It was actually nice to be a part of such a celebration, whether as a host, a guest or an usherette. And no, this doesn’t mean that I’m the next one for it is not a priority. Actually, I am ok just being me.

10. Davao – Being in Davao means being with family and friends. I was pretty sure of deciding to quit my job and get back to my roots in Davao. Davao may not be a perfect place, but I feel that I am ok here. Sure, we don’t have much choices of where to go, what to eat or what to do unlike in Metro Manila. But it doesn’t mean that it’s less desirable. Davao actually keeps me grounded for it is here that I have my mom, dad, sisters, brother and some of my friends. I am blessed to be here!

First Impressions

Do first impressions really last? Probably, but not all the time.

Sure, we do have our first impressions when we meet someone new. But the more we get to know them, the more we believe that there is really more than what meets the eye.

A number of people I know confessed their first impressions on me. (I think I am carrying my own chair - translation: binubuhat ang sariling bangko!) This is usually after they have been exposed to who I really am. Their usual first impressions of me? That I’m serious, shy, and even a snob!

No, I don’t take it against me. Actually, those impressions amuse me. Just right after they confess their impressions, they admittedly say that I am not what they really thought of at first.

Serious? Well, I do think I am. But not that serious! A classmate of mine even told me that because of his impression of me, he makes sure that he carefully thinks first of what he wants to say to me. And now, he doesn’t need much serious thinking. Hmm .. I am not sure if that is a complement … hehe!

Shy? In one way or another I think I am. Generally, people don’t really think that I could be really talkative. And more than that, I could really be one corny person. Modesty aside, I could make you laugh with my antics. I probably got this from my dad .. hehe. A friend even made a comment that I could be a cure for frustrated comedians for I laugh even at the corniest jokes. Of course, it’s in my league! Aside from that, I usually get a kick whenever I go out and have some fun with a bunch of friends for the first time. Take for example, a videoke night (just like Saturday, with my classmates). Anyhow, I am not sure what they were seriously thinking when they challenged me to really sing. Ako pa? I do not have a great voice, just enough to cause some rainshowers .. hehe. I get by with my performance, so to speak. Some were in a daze when I chose to sing Sk8r Boi by Avril Lavigne and Halaga (a favorite of mine) by Parokya ni Edgar. They didn’t think that I was that kind of person who would choose to sing such songs. And I don’t blame them. Of course, just to up my antics, I sang Kisapmata ala Bamboo/Rico Blanco. Just imagine how Rico or Bamboo (oi, close) holds the microphone and closes his eyes when he sings. Rockin’ isn’t it?

Snob? I can’t blame others if they think I am such person. From a distance, I could really be .. with my eyeglasses, thick brows (sometimes arched) and not much smile. Kulang na lang eh naka-bun an buhok ko! And why would I smile to a person I don’t know? Right?

Basically, first impressions are really based on one’s physical attributes. And when one gets to hang out with each other, one discovers that there is really more to than first impressions. It’s not that I am proving that others are wrong, because they are not. It just goes to show that it is nice to discover, explore and experience one another.

Cellular

Since House came to life on AXN, I make sure that if I missed it on Tuesdays I would watch it on Saturdays. And yes, I watch House over PBB every Saturday, a very easy decision. TV in the living room is reserved for me at 10:00 p.m. However, I made a tough call last night. Cellular was going to be shown at 9:00 p.m. on HBO. Choices, choices, choices. I wasn’t really planning to watch it because I had a feeling I wouldn't be able to finish it but there wasn’t anything else good for us on TV at around 9:30. And so we started watching Cellular. At around 10:00 p.m., I made the executive decision to finish Cellular and it was indeed worth it. My sisters were wondering since I would miss out House. And I said, that would be fine since I know the ending (that the case would be solved by Dr. House, with the rest of the team).

Cellular featured Kim Basinger and that jock in Not Another Scary Movie (or some movie with that sort of title. I’ve heard great reviews about it but never got to watch it until last night. It sure had its thrilling moments when my sisters and I would just get jittery (and even shout). My mom was even wondering what we were watching, as she was intently watching PBB inside their bedroom that time. It was truly worth watching (and I even missed around 20 minutes of it). Ryan in that movie was one smart guy and so was Jessica (Kim Basinger). I would have loved to spill my favorite parts right here (make it another Top 5 list) but then I don’t want to spoil it for anyone out there. With the film, one would appreciate technology more, the reason why it was called Cellular (with Nokia placing their product well, along with one of the songs from their ads). It was really one great film and I can’t wait to catch it again on HBO.

About House? I sure got to watch probably last 15 minutes of it. And just as I’ve guessed, he cured someone else’s ailment. But one thing also made it more fun watching. There was this toddler who was also crying and his brother was thinking how sick the kid was. The first time they were there, Dr. House pulled a little policeman toy from the kid’s nose. They came back again and Dr. House pulled a little fireman. But that didn’t stop the kid from crying, until Dr. House told him to shut up, which he did (you should have seen the kid’s face!). Anyway, there was another toy, a fire truck found in the kid’s nose. At first, Dr. House said something that the kid may be just plain stupid, not learning the lesson in putting toys in his nose. Anyhow, the kid was still crying and Dr. House found that there was another day buried deep. He pulled another gadget (sort of like a magnet), and out came a miniature cat. Dr. House said that the kid may have been actually smart at all, sending the policeman, fireman, and fire truck to save the cat. Nice isn’t it?

It was really a lingaw Saturday!