Consistently Inconsistent

I told one of my classmates that I try to be consistently inconsistent.

For me, this means that I am unpredictable.

It is pretty hard when I try to create this image that this is me. It is quite hard because that means once I deviate, people will notice and will make a fuss over it.

Take for example - the way I dress.

I am not a fashionista. I am most comfortable with shirt, jeans and pair of rubber shoes. My comfortable boots come in handy, too. But I do comply with dress codes. I do not have difficulty when it comes to conformity.

Nevertheless, no matter how I try to be unpredictable, there will always be that part that I am expected to be just because of precedence.

Today, I was in my formal get-ups. Yup, formal blouse, boots and black pants with belt. I was in my "going to work" outfit. But I just found it funny when people started to notice that I had a belt on, that I was wearing this attire.

Actually, I try to wear my formal outfits every now and then so that I could still use my office clothes. Anyhow, I also decided on that outfit since I was going to report in our Bus Org .. hehe.

Anyway, what I am trying to say is that no matter how I try to be consistently inconsistent, other people will always have that certain perception of me. I have been wearing formal get-ups every now and then since I was in first year law school. Some people just didn't notice it. I do wear that kind of outfit every now and then.

This just means that I may be consistently inconsistent in my own eyes, but I radiate a consistent attitude or personality or aura when I deal with others. Yes, this goes beyond the way I dress.

Yes, I am pretty sure that there will be never-ending hirits when they see me all dressed up - make-up, no eyeglasses, dress .. the total make-over. I do have had offers of make-overs from a few people. When the right occasion comes up .. perhaps .. hehe

For now, I still try to be consistently inconsistent ... even if only within my own perception :)