Friday, December 07, 2007

Thinner


Back then, I was considered as "lampayatot".


After graduation, that's when I started to gain weight.


Why not? I had review classes from 8 am to 11 am. I eat, sleep, study, watch TV .... not much to do. I don't know but I had so much appetite during that time. My favorites were sisig and gata with kalabasa. I can even finish that one pack of Monterey sisig all by myself during lunchtime.


After that, I maintained such weight when I started working.


I was not really fat. Its just that I gained weight and people who knew me back when I was younger wondered why I am not that "payatot" anymore.


When I entered law school, my weight was 52 kilos. That was ok.


I know I have been losing weight over the past years.


Last sem break, my sisters were teasing me that I was really losing weight. I checked the scales ... 49 kilos. Ok.


During the past two weeks, more people were saying that I have really lost weight. I went back to the scales .. 47 kilos.


Just tonight .. 46 kilos.


My mom said this is alright since I am still not underweight. That is one of my concerns.


Another concern of mine is that I am not doing anything to lose weight.


I am not on a diet. I have never been on a diet. I eat when I want to eat as long as there is food. I do not eat when I do not feel like eating. That's about it.


My weight for now is ok. I do not dream of losing additional pounds or kilos.


Right now, I have to segregate my clothes. I have to separate the ones which are too loose for me. My mom even brought home some pants from her stocks last night because I don't have enough pants that fit me perfectly.


They say it must be stress. Most probably. I cannot think of any other reason.


But whatever it is, I think it has to stop sometime soon.


Maybe not too soon.


Maybe my body is just making some space for Christmas :)

9 comments:

sahara alia said...

i know why you're losing weight! kasi you live 48 hours a day. hehe joke. kasi in love ka. hindi ka makatulog sa kakaisip kay *****! joke ulit. haha! jazzie payat! =p

actually, kung iisipin mo, blessing na rin yan. imagine, andami kayang gustong pumayat tapos they try almost everything (from pills to exercise to lipo) tapos ikaw, wala lang. o diba? ok na yan! *wink*

jazi said...

haha! sa kadaming iisip sa law school, no more space para sa kung sino man .. napaisip ako .. sino kaya ang kasya sa *****? haha .. keanu? yez! haha

lagi .. blessing. at least hindi pa losyang. kataw-anan kay nagworry dad ko and mom ko, hindi ba daw ako nagaluya .. o, di ba? hello? luya ba daw ko? hehe

sahara alia said...

keanu talaga. haha. luya? as in garlic? hehehehe

jazi said...

five asterisks = five letter = KEANU!! hehe

as discussed .. luya = ginger; ajos = garlic .. hehe

sahara alia said...

sabi ko na! at least hindi "onion" ang sinulat ko. i was confused kasi. either onion siya or garlic. weee... pareho palang mali. hahaha

jazi said...

onion = sibuyas .. hehe

Ako Si May said...

buti ka pa nga you're losing weight without doing anything. ako i'm gaining weight even when i'm doing NOTHING. it's so frustrating. hmmm... sabi nila stress lang daw. haha! stress nga lang ba? :)

hehehe... you don't know me but i've heard about you from lia. just dropping by!

keep on blogging!

Ako Si May said...

what i meant with "nothing" was -- di kumakain ng sobra. makamamisinterpret. hehehe... di ako kumakain ng sobra. di rin nagsasnacks. di naman ako palakain ng sweets or palainum ng softdrinks. hahahay.

jazi said...

hi may love .. yup, nakuwento ka din sa akin ni alia .. hehe

stress ginagawang rason - rason why we lose or gain weight .. haha

pero honestly, i lost weight jud when i entered law school .. haha!