All In My Head

As usual, there are a number of things running inside my head.

Well, that is always the case for me.

I may be infront of my laptop but the PBB is on. Si Big Brother talaga ... walang maggawa .. sige lang ug love team - love team ... luoya ni Bodie oi. And of course, I am looking forward to the fact that Wendy gets booted out tonight. I don't think I need to say more, on my behalf that is.

And there's the transcription thing. Honestly, I am ok with the constant questions and text messages about the orders and feedback. I can handle getting orders through text or while I am walking inside the campus. I can handle the feedback about the quality, content and print wise, positive or negative. I can handle the financial stuff. But I had a difficulty with catching up with the orders. My blunder, big blunder that is, is I underestimated the number of transcriptions to be ordered. So, the orders are quite delayed. But I am doing the best I could. And I appreciate all those who understand the predicament I am in, of which I hope I would get over with by the end of this week. I am grateful that I have people around me who understand, especially my co-officers.

And there's the school stuff. This is it .. third year na! Ever since, I do not pray for stuff like sana hindi ko siya ma-teacher o sana ma-teacher ko siya. That is because in the end, it all boils down to me - of what I can do, of what I can deliver. Instead of praying who my teacher will be, I pray that we'll do well. I know that there are so many stuff to read and cases to digest .. but this is law school and I knew from the very beginning ano ang pinasukan ko.

And there's family. Actually, we are doing great. But I can't help but think of my sisters who is not here in the Philippines. Sometimes, it feels weird na 5 na lang kami. I pray that all of us will continue to be fine and that my sisters will do great (and pass all their exams). Ai, apil di ko sa prayer na "will pass all the exams".

And there are friends. I pray that I do not let others feel left out. There are things that are not the same as they were. But I try to keep in touch. I won't let go. I can't describe how I deal with people around me. I can easily be invited to dinners, movies and some other stuff. What matters in the end is the fact that I feel comfortable with the people I choose to be with. And I am happy with the variety of people I am with.

And there's love life. toynk! joke, joke lang .. hahaha

For now, I thank God for whatever blessings that come my way and I continually pray for His guidance because I know that I could handle all these stuff with Him. ;)

By the way, Nel got evicted tonight, not Wendy. Next time perhaps!