Before I left for Manila to work, I felt that I was the type of person who cries rarely.
From then on, I think I became more sensitive. It was more easy for me to cry. Maybe it was the distance. Maybe all the emotions I kept all those years came out. I don't know why.
I cried when our pet Tootsie died recently. I cried when I explained to my mom when the father of my classmate/friend died. I cried when I told stories to my housemates when I was in Manila. I cried when I was asked if we could do our job. I cried when I felt I made so many errors. I cried when we left our sister in the US. I cried when she left to study for the US. I cried when my mom left for Davao and I would be working in Manila. I cried when the RP Basketball team lost against South Korea in the 2003 Asian Games. I cried when my friend broke up with her boyfriend. I cried when the older kids in Goin' Bulilit left the show. I cried when a cab driver told me about his faith.
But I haven't cried over Ryan-Juday. I don't think I will :)
Yes, I do cry. It may be for different reasons. I am just human. I may not be ultra-sensitive nor soft-hearted. But I cry. I just seldom show it.
4 comments:
awww..maka-hilak man din ako oi...huhu...i miss all of u..kung alam mo lang how much i cried when mom left me at the airport...hahay...hilak2x din ako during my drive to AZ...maka-mingaw masyado! huhu...si mommy din iyak din nun ba...tapos c auntie bing...as usual..iyak pero kikay pa rin! hehe...
ate ja...pahabol...bkit hindi ka maka-iyak about kay ryan&juday team? hehe...dapat maka-iyak ka...kasi u'll feel sorry for ryan kasi luoy sya kang juday! hehe...over!
i have accepted the fact na normal lang jud iyang mag-iyak .. although it does not necessarily mean na if you don't cry eh wala ka nang pakialam .. human nature lang iyan mag-cry.
hay! sayang lang iyang luha ko if ever I will cry for ryan and juday ... sabi ko lagi kina bajeck .. karma lagi ito .. kay di ba noon, gina-libak natin si juday .. tuloy sila na ni ryan .. nge talaga!
i've always pictured you, jazz as a happy person who always has happy thoughts. hehe. but i wasn't surprised when i've read about this sensitive side of yours. i can sense rin naman na you're a sensitive person but definitely not the pikon type. but i look at it as a sign of your having a good heart. you're one of the kindest persons i know. don't change. =0)
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